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Non-Critical Criticism

For those who have been raised
In a non-critical, accepting environment
Criticism -- real or perceived
"Is like an arrow
That penetrates me
Instantly making me depressed"
It makes me question my worth
My very being
And makes me feel worthless

As if I will never "live up"
To what you want or
To the perfection that I now expect of
myself
Somehow the belief that I am perfect
Beyond criticism
Has been shattered by the real world
Making me so much less of a person
In my own eyes

Accepting myself as human and not
perfect
Can be a life long process
Full of guilt and shame
Until the epiphany of humanness
Becomes fully accepted and
incorporated
To modify this impossibility of
perfection

Oh how hard it is to forgive myself
For that which I never was

January 2007
Laurence
Laurence C. Smith, Jr., PhD